Dream Chaser

Ever since I was a kid, I have a lot of dreams, my life goals, what I want to happen for my future. I want this… I want that. Tons of things I want to happen.

These dreams, they are many. I dream big. I want to be an actor, be one of those people you see on your televisions or the big screen. I want to write a novel. Get my own written fictional story published. I want to be a famous musician. Write songs and poetry that the world would hear and know. I want to hear people screaming and shouting my name, cheering for me when I’m on the stage. I want girls to adore me, and the guys to want to be like me. Start my own business. Open a bar, my own line of clothes, restaurant, or even my own record label. And of course, I want to be rich. I want to be a billionaire, and own a lot of properties.

I aim high, but I don’t know if I will ever fly to the sky and reach them. I’m afraid I won’t reach my dreams. I know it would never be easy, but I still couldn’t see any light for the right way. Maybe it is just really me. Maybe I’m just afraid to take big risks, that is why I’m not getting closer to my dreams. But I still don’t know. I want to know.

Sometimes, I tell myself that I should just give up on my dreams, and accept that those are not the life for me. I wasn’t destined for those things. But there are still some things inside of me that just don’t want to let go. They still keep on holding on. And I’m still holding on to them.

Maybe I just need a little more push. Maybe that is what I’m looking for. A motivation. An inspiration. Something that will cheer my name. Something that will pull me up when I’m feeling down. Something that will help me. Something that will join me in my journey. Maybe I just need this, that something that will help me find that light or be that light.

I still don’t want to give up. It’s not yet the end. I’ll still keep on chasing.