The Lust of Us

I hate when their eyes are on you,

Hungry, like you’re a fucking fondue,

I’m mad; I’m terror,

But they are fucked up horror.

You’re the beauty, we’re the beast,

But I can’t believe you have to worry about me the least,

The thoughts, they’re all sick,

The voices, disturbing music.

Hollywood Dream

“Dream big kid!” that’s what they used to tell me,

Now I’m dreaming for every one of you to see,

To be a star, brighter than the one on the sky,

And be remembered, even after I die.

I will be a famous movie star,

You’ll see me in cinemas, driving a fast car,

Like Vin Diesel and Paul Walker,

Then I’ll go like Statham and shoot with a revolver.

An Oath to Fall

Hearing your name in the dark alley,

You’ll shiver in fear but smile proudly,

What’s going on? The smell of oblivion,

Wait until epiphany strikes you like a hot iron.

Father time would be the one most disappointed

Even after seeing your name in an article we’ve just read,

Big news, big as it can ever be,

Disappointment is what we’ll only see.

My First Job

Encoder / Course Developer

It has been two months since I started working my first job. I’m currently an encoder / course developer at Consolidated Training Systems, Incorporated, an offshore and maritime training institute. This company is responsible for training seamen and offshore workers on different courses including Basic Safety Courses, Tanker Courses, Maritime Courses, etc. But honestly, I’m still not into my work.

2015 New Year's Resolution

Here is the list of my 2015 New Year Resolution or just some things I should start doing:

•  Sleep early at night
• Wake up early
• Not be late
• Work out and exercise more
• Try and do new activities or hobbies
• Travel more and explore new places

"The Naked and the Dead" - A Classic Film for My Taste

Yesterday, I watched an old movie about WWII. I didn't know the title of the movie, the date it was released on cinema, nor the actors in it. So I tried to do some research about this movie and I found out that it was a 1958 American movie, The Naked and the Dead. And one of the main actors, Cliff Robertson, was the one who played as Uncle Ben in Sam Raimi's Spider-Man. Anyway, it was a good movie, classic but good. At least, for my taste.

A LEGEN-wait for it-DARY Show

Finished the show a couple of nights ago, and I'm still a bit emotional about it. I love the show from the beginning of season 1 to the end of season 9. I think it's sage tot say that this is really one of the greatest shows of all time. Totally LEGEN-wait for it-DARY!!! LEGENDARY!!!

Dream Chaser

Ever since I was a kid, I have a lot of dreams, my life goals, what I want to happen for my future. I want this… I want that. Tons of things I want to happen.

These dreams, they are many. I dream big. I want to be an actor, be one of those people you see on your televisions or the big screen. I want to write a novel. Get my own written fictional story published. I want to be a famous musician. Write songs and poetry that the world would hear and know. I want to hear people screaming and shouting my name, cheering for me when I’m on the stage. I want girls to adore me, and the guys to want to be like me. Start my own business. Open a bar, my own line of clothes, restaurant, or even my own record label. And of course, I want to be rich. I want to be a billionaire, and own a lot of properties.